Unfortunately you have to now wait my art quite a while. Reason is that I just today lost my grandpa who was really important to me. He had cancer which made him so weak that he didn't even remembered his daughter, my mother. For many months he fought bravely and sometimes he had better times and sometimes bad times. I gratefull that the last time I saw him he was able to stand on his own feet and talk with us. We made jokes and laughed. That was truly beautiful day and I will remember it forever.
After that we actually waited when it would happen. Through this time my mother visited him many times. Her pain was definetly the biggest in those past few months. And today it finally happened. His sufferings are over and I hope he's now in heaven with his family.

I love you, grandpa.
May you rest in peace ;_;